From the eye of Chew's G12!
The day when we went Oakham & got nothing! We should have checked their page to see if there are new stocks before going down >:/
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Haven't been in the best of moods to blog. Did I mention that B will be away for 6months instead of 4? Yes, he will be leaving in a week's time for 6months. These few weeks, I've been spending time with him whenever time permits.. It's crazy how he will be away for 6MONTHS. We've never been apart for such a long time and this time, he will be going away for training for half a year. To say that I'm sad is really an understatement, it really is. I'd cried secretly several times at night because I really can't believe this is going to happen for real. IT'S FOR REAL, NEXT WEEK. Yes, I'm this weak, emotionally. Some people may think that it's just 6months, what's the big deal here? It will be over before I know it but hello, no. You will never truly understand how I feel unless you're experiencing or had already experienced the exact same thing. I swear, it feels like SHIT. Seriously. I really don't want to be without you for 6months, B. We don't have a choice, we don't. I know that. Fuck, I really wish I'm stronger. I seriously need and have to be stronger than this.
PS. I've been going on and on about this since weeks ago but really, I can't help it. I'm gonna miss you so much, baby :'( Tomorrow's Saturday already, our last weekend will be good :')
The day when we went Oakham & got nothing! We should have checked their page to see if there are new stocks before going down >:/
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Haven't been in the best of moods to blog. Did I mention that B will be away for 6months instead of 4? Yes, he will be leaving in a week's time for 6months. These few weeks, I've been spending time with him whenever time permits.. It's crazy how he will be away for 6MONTHS. We've never been apart for such a long time and this time, he will be going away for training for half a year. To say that I'm sad is really an understatement, it really is. I'd cried secretly several times at night because I really can't believe this is going to happen for real. IT'S FOR REAL, NEXT WEEK. Yes, I'm this weak, emotionally. Some people may think that it's just 6months, what's the big deal here? It will be over before I know it but hello, no. You will never truly understand how I feel unless you're experiencing or had already experienced the exact same thing. I swear, it feels like SHIT. Seriously. I really don't want to be without you for 6months, B. We don't have a choice, we don't. I know that. Fuck, I really wish I'm stronger. I seriously need and have to be stronger than this.
PS. I've been going on and on about this since weeks ago but really, I can't help it. I'm gonna miss you so much, baby :'( Tomorrow's Saturday already, our last weekend will be good :')
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