2am

Tuesday, 2am.

At least I've some motivation to get through this week! ;)

Sigh, I've lots of reading to do and look at what I'm doing.. Is there a cure to procrastination?! Distracted much. Greatttttttttt.

Why am I only going to bed at 2/3am lately?

Release me

Release me

Release my body

I know it's wrong

So why do I keep coming back

I say release me

'Cause I'm not able to

Convince myself

That I'm better off without you

12.47am, Agnes Carlsson's Release me.

SHOTS

Final party with Melly last night was awesome :D One of the nights when I got crazier than usual. A night full of kisses xx HAHAHA. Shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots shots everybodyyyyyyyyy! Two thumbs up.

Don't we wish that we can dance all night?! SG clubs should seriously open till 6am!

Matters of the heart are complicated stuff.

UOL Bash, Zouk.

I feel extremely guilty whenever I log in to the student portal! There are so many tutorials and other work to do and seriously, I do not know where to start. Frustrating much. Next week is already the 4th of school. How is that possible?!! It's a good question when my friends asked me what have I learnt. Great.

BB has been such a huge distraction lately! I can sit there pressing my bb non-stop for hours! Whatsapp and bbm are horrible! & I can't just leave my bb untouched for hours because the amount is just insane. I shall have the discipline from now on to turn my bb to silent mode whenever I'm in lectures and whenever I need to study! The amount of work I've to do is enough to turn me off, seriously. I wish I've more than 24hours a day!

Just sometimes

Sometimes what your heart tells you is the exact opposite of what your mind tells you.

Sometimes, I just want to drink till I'm drunk.

Doesn't sound sane. Happens.

TAB

Sometimes, time is all that we need.

3.37am

Having mixed feelings and experiencing a burst of emotions right now. So many feelings coming through can be quite confusing if you realise.

I think my body clock is screwed since after the bash! Partying with the og was a different experience :> Went for supper with the group, got home at 6am, left for a 8.30am lecture which lasted for 3 freaking hours (I totally DIED during lecture) Too insane. I was awake for 30 hours! 30 fucking hours. Gosh.

3.37am, I'm listening to Mariah Carey's Always be my baby.

No matter how much I cry because of you or because of us, at the end of it all, I know that I still love you. The person whom you quarrel with the most is usually the person whom you love the most. Agree?

This is love.

I miss you, B.