Feels like I'm living in self-denial. This is bad, real bad.
I shouldn't even be bothered by all these and shouldn't let these things bother me. Wish I know what I'm thinking and what I really want because apparently, I don't.
Never ever once did.
Get yourself together, Tracy Tan. Stop all these nonsense. You're not being fair.
Where's that line between what's right and what's wrong? I'm losing myself in this debate. Then again, thinking doesn't help a single bit. What do you do when your conscience pricks you? When is this going to end? I don't want to find myself going through this over again and again. What do I do? Tell myself that it will all get better in time? Please let it not be another self-consolatory statement. I'm trying not to let all these bring me down. I'm trying, really am trying. All in all, I only have myself to blame.
How fucked up can this get, seriously?
"Tell me how can I let go of all the things that shouldn't even matter? Because all these really shake and fuck me up inside." Oh great.
One of the biggest problems with me is that I tend to think a lot and honestly this fucking kill me. It fucking does.
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