You are braver than you believe and stronger than you seem.

Some thoughts

 

 Pictures proper! It's been such a long time since I last uploaded pictures properly. Dated back to CNY hahahaha.

I've been really lazy to put on make up these days. (My definition of make up is, eyeliner, falsies and concealer.) I can't even be bothered to conceal my dark eye circles and I'm doing away with falsies.

Bare-face or just eyeliner.  #Minimal #Toolazy #Forreal

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The use of social media is so extensive in today's society to the extent that almost everyone would have the urge to share or is already used to sharing about even the slightest things on facebook, twitter or anywhere else. I don't know.. on the contrary I'm rather careful about sharing/updating my status on facebook bcos somehow I don't see a need to share about my life when people around aren't in the least being genuinely concerned? On the other hand, you never know who's following your updates. Just the other day, someone told me he has been constantly stalking me?! Okaaay, please don't be so blunt because I find this rather creepy.


Alright, I'm just saying. It's just a random thought, no offence to anyone.

I found somewhere safer to express truest words... that is, tumblr.

At least on tumblr, nobody judges.

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I wonder if exam is making me cranky.

Back to econs for now! Till then.  xx.

Time

I WISH THAT TIME IS SOMETHING WITHIN MY CONTROL.

Last weekend

MOBILE UPLOADS FROM THE WEEKEND:

Loving my cropped-top

I didn't know charsiewcheecheongfun is so awesome!!

(Kay, kuku much.)

Carrot cake, not too bad!

Mango grassjelly with crystal balls! <3 Love any kind of mango dessert.

  Honeydew ice-cream with sago dessert!

Haven't had Astons for at least a year.

View from outside of my window

My blog is seriously boring.. I wonder who's still reading this space.

Anyhow, here's last weekend in a nutshell.

Saturday; went for a swim, caught 'This Means War' (IT'S A MUST WATCH, SERIOUSLY!), went over to B's to nap & had a late dinner at 9.

Sunday; gave tuition, impromptu decision to head down to the IT show after picking me up, napped (as usual cos he's a pig! really.) & dinner with the fam.

Last weekend was simple like this but honestly, it was quality time for us :) Sometimes, it's really all about being appreciative towards your partner and being contented. <3

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Shoot me please. An hour ago when I switched on my lappy, my intention was to do a revision for Stats by referring to the solutions on the student portal.. Now look what am I doing?!! I'm so easily distracted! What the shit. This is why I can never accomplish much doing my revision. Today's study session at U town with Ling & Ed was yet another failure :(

I need to constantly remind myself that I don't have much time left!!!!!

Revision lectures starting in less than 2 weeks time omggggg and look where am I now??

3.30AM

Found an old picture back-dated to Social Night while doing his 24th birthday video! I've decided to do something different this year. A birthday video instead of a card ;) Yesssss, in the midst of preparing for exams, I've only about 3 weeks to complete recording and editing. I honestly do not want April to come so soon :( His departure date has been confirmed to be on 30 April, just 3 days before my first UOL paper :( & his arrival date has also been confirmed to be 28 June. Sigh, I just hope that time will zoom pass during this 2 months period. Really dread being without him again even though it's only 2 months... I really hate it :(

3.30 am now, goodnight world.

Really glad and thankful that we've spent quality time together this weekend, B. Felt loved <3 :) This is how I define happiness. I love you, baby.

Friday night

I’m constantly reminding myself to be brave and to be strong, hoping that my fears will not eat me up someday. Sometimes you just have to believe in yourself. x


Tomorrow is Phuture's 16th anniversary!! OMGGG honestly it has sooo long! 2 months! I'll go if it's not for exams! >:/ Check this out: http://soundcloud.com/ivanchia/phuture-16th-anniversary
Too good. Man, I miss that place.

Tuesday night

Braided my hair!

Didn't realise it's already 6th March! (Idk what's with me and my forgetfulness these days! For the second time today, I actually thought today's Monday!! GOSH.) Finals will commence on 3rd May which means it's only less than 2 months before the final exams?!! To think I could still break the momentum after prelims.. seriously didn't realise how little time I have :/

I'm beginning to see the negative side to his work. It's not all as awesome as I thought it would be. He works late into the night on days when there are night flights, sometimes even working up to 12hours and occasionally on the weekends too. Sighhhhh and worst thing is he will be flying off  on the week when I have my first paper. I know, I know. What's 2 months compared to the 5.5 months we'd been through right? Still?? It sucks A LOT. (AND I better not have to visit the dentist or any what shit not when he's not around, that doesn't mean I want to visit the dentist any time soon either. Teeth, please be a dear. Please. I know right, it's so frigging frustrating seriously, like what's with my worries regarding dental issues! URGH)

"Don't let your fears bring you down." That's what I always tell myself.

I don't want March to end so soon.

Sunday

<3 my burnt orange skirt

Tell me about it, I feel like skipping PBF tomorrow :/  I'm totally not doing anything about it YET when there are NINE chapters in total to cover!! Okay, I'll probably skip the first three but still!! Six is a lot, not kidding. Two is bad enough :( 

Currently hooked on this ;)

Hey I heard you were a wild one

Oooh

If I took you home

It'd be a home run

Show me how you'll do

PS. I'm gonna learn how to make Strawberry Jellyhearts!

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

JAS'S FOREVER 21!

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Finally got over four consecutive days of prelims! Too draining. Last paper on Monday, PBF. Can you believe it, it's already March! Exams in May; I really have to start intensive studying from next week onwards. Sigh much.

On a side note, I've caught two movies lately. I must say Underworld Awakening was pretty good despite those gory scenes. Definitely worth watching! On the other hand, do not catch Ghost Rider if you haven't done so!! Watching that is just a waste of money and time, seriously. Will be catching The Act Of Valor this Saturday since he has been going on and on about how awesome that show is since last month! It better be good.