Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Can the week please end soon?!


SIAN. In about 8h, I'll be the office fighting against time all over again! Sometimes I wonder, why am I staying on something when I'm actually unhappy? Then I realised, this is life. We can't get to do what we truly want because of one simple logic. When you gain something, you'll lose another. Very often, the something that you gain will outweigh the loss, so ultimately you'll be stuck in this vicious cycle for the longest of time. Sigh.

Met up with the girls for din on 2 nights last week. We were talking about the good old times, recapping almost every single one of our clubbing nights (it's AMAZING how we could we still what exactly happened!!! Hahahaha hilarious much seriously), suntanning sessions, impromptu stayed out at the airport times, singing, shopping & everything! It's so awesome to just talk all night, if only we've the time! x

Okay sooooo, I don't know? I'm kind of lazy to go for interviews now although I'm still contemplating of quitting my current! Yes turned down a few other offers recently and I don't know why did I even do that?! Probably cos the pay isn't as high as what my current is offering me.. yeah still.. sigh I'm just SO INDECISIVE. Can never make up my mind on what I want and I guess I might just stay put here till the end of my contract. Sigh. I'm shortlisted for an interview with SGX tomorrow and I'm just thinking if I should go for it. They're offering A LOT (Honestly it's a lot!). Yes too much for a 3 months contract and actually that kind of puts me off b'cos I know nothing comes easy!!!!! The pay is incredibly high. Another one at ANZ, omg frigging high as well. I don't know? It's too scary somehow.

I may always complain about studies and exams but really, I'm glad that I'm still a student! Working is just so.. I honestly want to do something which I'll enjoy doing in time to come BUT what are the odds?!



PS. Happy 81st, B!! <3 It's seriously amazing how you're able to tolerate my nonsense and have been patient with me all these while despite me being so annoying & irritating at times!! (Yes I do know that!)  Kissssssssssssses :*)  xoxo

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