Believing is deceiving

Post-party @ Zouk

Last Friday night

Ling's 21st!

Dearest girlfriends <333

Supper @ Substation with S & C

7sept; Last day of work @ CIMB

Brownie dear

Late night bowling

@ Flam's

Jagerbombs @ 4am

Supper @ Swee Choon

Guess who's sleeping

Last Saturday @ Winebar

Tequila shots @ Butter

Too many happenings lately. Drama after drama. Sometimes I still wonder why things happened the way they did.

I'm feeling another round of emotion turbulence once more. Why does it hit me so often? I don’t want a thousand feelings and not knowing what I want. Too confused and distraught. I don’t need and I don’t want to go through another round of shit. Maybe all that I need to do is to control those feelings. Control. I can’t let them run. It's too dangerous. Those walls, those barriers, I can't just tear them down yet. All I know is I've to guard myself. I don't want to be wrong about this again. I don’t know if this is worth believing. I really don’t. This is probably too transient to be true. It’s contradicting how I would and would not like to know where will this be leading me to. You probably don't really know what you want. You don't just go with your feelings. I'm telling you this is just transient, trust me.