Can't seem to put my thoughts into words right now. 2012 hasn't been a great year. I've seen, experienced and learnt so much this year. The break up was definitely something which really impacted me. I learnt what it meant by change. I've never been through such tremendous emotion fluctuations, I've never thought I would feel this devastated, I've never cried so much in a year, I've never really knew the meaning of broken till then.
One of the most significant things that I've realised is that the worst part of a broken relationship is not losing the one you love but losing yourself. Could almost comprehend what it means by that. Love yourself before expecting others to. I would like to believe that it can only get better. The downs in life are transient. Time heals and that's true.
The vision has never been clear. It is exasperating how I am compelled by such strong emotions and unconscious forces that often seem to find no coherent manifestation. Self-conviction seems to be failing me. Sigh. Mind over heart, please.
It's the beginning of a new year. I seriously need to learn to prioritise what's worth prioritising and stop wasting time on the things and people who aren't worth that bit of effort. You know they say the right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay. I guess it's true that nothing worth having ever comes that easy. Lastly, I really ought keep those thoughts at the back of my mind.
"Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place."
Dear 2013, please be a good year. May I find joy and happiness this year.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
x,
Tracy
One of the most significant things that I've realised is that the worst part of a broken relationship is not losing the one you love but losing yourself. Could almost comprehend what it means by that. Love yourself before expecting others to. I would like to believe that it can only get better. The downs in life are transient. Time heals and that's true.
The vision has never been clear. It is exasperating how I am compelled by such strong emotions and unconscious forces that often seem to find no coherent manifestation. Self-conviction seems to be failing me. Sigh. Mind over heart, please.
It's the beginning of a new year. I seriously need to learn to prioritise what's worth prioritising and stop wasting time on the things and people who aren't worth that bit of effort. You know they say the right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay. I guess it's true that nothing worth having ever comes that easy. Lastly, I really ought keep those thoughts at the back of my mind.
"Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place."
Dear 2013, please be a good year. May I find joy and happiness this year.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
x,
Tracy
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