Not like I have never felt this way before. More than just sheer bitterness. It stings..that same old sting. There, that strangely familiar tinge of sourness. Can't figure out why exactly am I all emotionally stirred up once more. I'm failing myself. So tell me, where can I seek comfort in?

I remember the times when I spent crying by the river. Worst days of my life.

What's for sure? What's for certain? What's for real? I don’t know.

Perhaps it would gradually diminish if I could put less thought to it.
Dash Berlin's Better Half Of Me on replay. It seems slightly quieter tonight.

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Met clique on one of the nights last week. What Liling said was true.. “Do what makes you happy. Do it as long as you're happy.” I really should learn how not to be too bothered with certain stuff. I can't please everyone and neither am I obliged to.


x.

When a thing disturbs the peace of your heart, give it up.

Mini reunion with the clique before the Lunar New Year! F & L are finally back from their exchanges. Clique reunited once more ;) Albeit the short gathering, these girls never fail to entertain me with their nonsense. They're the reason why JC days were bearable.

xoxo

This confusion is killing me slowly, this fear has almost engulfed me entirely, this, I know will probably go on a repeat mode. It doesn’t end. I’m constantly getting cardiac arrests from my insecurities. It just isn’t gonna ease.. It isn’t. Like what’s often said, “if it didn’t matter, you wouldn’t have spent so much time thinking about it..” Sigh.

For the umpteenth time, it's back to Faith versus Fear.

#thecoastalsettlement #saturdaynight

I've always wanted to dine at TCS and yes, at last I did. Tucked away in some desolated area of Changi; the drive to and fro was honestly kind of creepy. I definitely would want to go back there again for lunch instead of dinner. Loving the place, ambience and the alfresco dining x

"Someday we will find what we are looking for. Or maybe we won't. Maybe we will find something much greater than that."

So much about saying I'll start studying after X'mas then it became after New Year, which then further became after January.. We're already 5 days into the month of February and we're merely 5 days away from  the Lunar New Year. Prelims in 23 days' time. Notes are barely touched. Look, procrastination just got worse.

Blocked nose, blocked ears (seriously) & a bad throat. Really? Everything at once.

Met the girlfriends recently and I got this figured out.. No wonder they say people of certain horoscopes are slightly odd. I think that's probably an understatement. I'm finally believing this.

A is back, while L will be leaving for a 6 months exchange real soon, P won't be back till the end of 2013 and B is ever so busy. Missing these girls although I just met A & L last week.

Sometimes, I wish I can wake up to nothing but happy thoughts. I desperately want to get rid of those bothersome thoughts and reminders at the back of my mind, but it seems like they won’t be gone any time soon.

2.27AM; I did it again. Not in bed at such an unearthly hour.

IBM lecture at 8.30AM tomorrow morning.

Hold it, may the week crawl by a little slower.